Sis. Last night exactly one year ago was your accident.
I still remember that night. We had dinner together at KFC with Siak and Elaine. Have not had dinner together for a long time before that. At that time, I could not have known that it was our last dinner together.
I fetched you back home. After that while I was chatting with Siak and Elaine in their room I received a phone call from pa. He said someone told him you're in an accident. I rushed to your place and shouted for you but there was no reply. Then I received a call from your phone, but it was someone else. She told me where you were and I rushed there. I started to get scared.
As I was rushing out of Westlake guardhouse I saw Pui Yee driving, heading the same direction. I sped. Just as I turn round the corner to the main road I saw many cars parked at the side and a throng of people surrounding what I never thought were you and Pei Feng. I ran towards you.
I saw you lying on the floor. Blood everywhere. You were shaken. You told me you were very very scared. Crying. I was lost for words. I tried to comfort you. Telling you everything is going to be alright. I too was shaken. I did not know what to do.
After they lifted you into the ambulance, I tried to follow it to the Kampar hospital but I was halted by the slow-moving cars. I honked, I revved but they did not budge. I was furious, and scared, very very scared at the same time. I prayed, and prayed that you're going to be alright.
Siak, Elaine and Thien reached the hospital not long after I did. As you were lying on the hospital bed you told me not to tell pa and ma. You did not want them to worry. But your condition was critical. Badly injured. I talked to the medics and one of them told me you need to undergo operations which can only be done in Ipoh. They gave me a few choices and I chose KPJ Ipoh Specialist.
As we were waiting for the ambulance to arrive, your friends were out there. Worried about you. I prayed. I talked to jie on the phone. Pa and ma were already leaving Kuantan.
You were resting when we were on our way to Ipoh. Siak, Elaine and Thien was following behind. In the hospital, we waited. After a few hours only did I manage to consult the surgeons about your condition. They told me your legs were fractured and there's a blood clot in your brain. I broke down. They told me an operation was needed urgently, but they did not have enough suitable blood in the hospital blood bank. However, they managed to get a few more from the other hospitals but they needed to replenish it as soon as possible. So I called up my friends. They rushed to the hospital as soon as they could. They were very helpful. Bless them.
When pa and ma arrived, they looked very very tired and anxious. They're in agony. After the operation, you were still unconscious, under anaesthetic. I came back to Kampar to rest after pa told me to. It was already around 9am that time. When I woke up, I went to the scene of the accident to take a few photos. You were unconscious for quite some time and pa told me to stay put in Kampar. I did not want him to worry about me, so I did.
You woke up and for the next few days, you seemed fine. Almost all our relatives were there in the hospital that time. You talked to us. You joked with us. I remember you telling ma that the milo in the hospital doesn't taste good, and you wanted to go back home. You kept reminding us to drive safely, you said that even if we are careful, others might not. You kept telling me that. I will always remember.
Everything was fine. Until your second operation. I was in Kampar that time. The doctor said you needed another operation for your leg. We trusted the doctor.
Kor called me the next day after your second operation, he told me that you had a seizure the night before and you were on life support.
It has already been a week after you were hospitalised, the doctor told pa that your brain wasn't responding anymore and they had to stop the life support. We were by your side. We were praying when they switched off your life support.
It was 7th November.
Sunday, October 30, 2011
Saturday, October 1, 2011
Weird
You know, when I started this post, it didn't started out like this. It's more like "Life is weird bla bla bla..." Then I thought "Life is weird, but I'm weirder". Then I can't stop agreeing to myself. LOL
Ok, let's see, how weird am I.
First of all, I'm having my (almost) 3 weeks of semester break now. My semester breaks used to be fun! Out hanging out with my friends. Out for movies. Out for a trip. Everything is "out". But now, I prefer staying "in". Now I prefer to stay home. Watch TV. Face the computer. Sleep. Hanging out with my parents, family, relatives... Now I'm taking my semester break to...chill. Relax. Slow down (or whatever).
I'm not saying it's not fun. Or better put, it wasn't meant to be fun. My fun-drive is kinda...gone. And just a few minutes just now, I was standing at my home balcony staring at nothing and enjoy the cool breeze. Peace and quiet.
Wait. I'm NOT weird. I'm old! Oh crap.
Ok, let's see, how weird am I.
First of all, I'm having my (almost) 3 weeks of semester break now. My semester breaks used to be fun! Out hanging out with my friends. Out for movies. Out for a trip. Everything is "out". But now, I prefer staying "in". Now I prefer to stay home. Watch TV. Face the computer. Sleep. Hanging out with my parents, family, relatives... Now I'm taking my semester break to...chill. Relax. Slow down (or whatever).
I'm not saying it's not fun. Or better put, it wasn't meant to be fun. My fun-drive is kinda...gone. And just a few minutes just now, I was standing at my home balcony staring at nothing and enjoy the cool breeze. Peace and quiet.
Wait. I'm NOT weird. I'm old! Oh crap.
Thursday, August 18, 2011
Living with retards
Warning: This post contains strong language and possible overload of vulgar words. Readers discretion is advised.
To all university students out there, are all of you proud? Are all of you proud to say you're a university student? I'm sure you are. But the problem is, should you? Honestly, I AM proud to say I'm a university student. I accept the fact that not all can enter university and that I'm lucky and blessed that my father could afford my university expenses. However, after some observation for the past few days, I found out that actually there's nothing much to be proud of.
First of all, 1 question, what makes a university student? Is it just that if we can afford thus we are able to be a university student? Nope, it is mainly based on one's intellect that qualify one to be a university student. I guess everybody would agree with me on this. However, observations I did have proven me so effing wrong.
For the past few days, I paid extra attention to other drivers on the road, especially when I was in the university campus compound. And seriously, I don't know whether I should be shocked but I definitely see lots of retard drivers.
Who are they you ask? Well my friend, they are none other than some university students who drive. I did mention 'some' there. Here are 2 examples of retard drivers.
For your information, these cars are there because they are waiting for their friends to be done with the ATM machine. And yerps, it's in the university compound. As you were to notice, there's a gigantic yellow sign stating - No Parking, No Waiting and Clamping Zone. And yeah, it makes me wonder, what the heck are these cars doing there??? You're blardy blocking the traffic! Other drivers don't blardy go to the campus to go through driving obstacle course evading you retards!
Are you blardy blind? It says there No Parking, No Waiting!!!! Which part of your brain has a dysfunction that you can't blardy process the blardy words??
Not just drivers, pedestrians too have retards among them. Have you ever stopped your car in the middle of the road just to let pedestrian cross them using their own sweet time, swinging their hair, shaking their booty while doing so? Now, I've come out with 2 theories:
1. They have 9 lives or is Claire Bennet (from TV Series Heroes)
2. They aren't the only child in the family.
I guess ya'll would understand the 1st theory. So let me explain the 2nd. They aren't the only child in the family, because well, judging by the way they cross the road, they aren't scared of dying. Because their parents have spares, as in die one child, still got another child. So, they're sorta like the expendables.
Seriously come in people! You're a university student! Blardy act like one! If the sign says don't park, you don't blardy park just right by the sign. If the sign says don't stop, you blardy rev up your car to 9k rpm and accelerate off, and if you see a car coming, cross the blardy road a little faster so St. Peter do not need to waste his time on you retards! Walk blardy faster if you do not want to be a roadkill with your brain splashed all over the road and your intestines hanging by the car and your head rolling off like a bowling ball going on a berserk.
Got it, retards?
To my further dismay, it's not just students who are retards. Even Jabatan Bomba and Penyelamat Malaysia could be one. This was taken just this morning in the campus. There was a fire drill (which we didn't really bother) and I was in a lecture hall looking at the parking bay. Among hundreds of cars, this Toyota Hilux caught my eye. The fella who was driving tried to get his Hilux into the parking spot head first. Do my classmates and my amuse, he couldn't. He couldn't park properly even after a few attempts. So what did he do? He just left it retardedly parked and walked off. Proof:
Oh God. Mentality of the people here really going to the dogs. Gosh!
Ok now, out of campus and into the place where I stay. Westlake, Kampar. If there's one thing that will make this place famous, it's definitely the amount of speed humps. And this just game me an idea, I should just call up Guinness World Record!!! The amount of speed humps here are insane! It's not just the amount of it, this blardy speed humps are as high as Mount Everest! If you were to take notice to the speed humps, you'll definitely see gazillion scratch marks on it. It's like they're done in a way that is to relieve whatever itch is there at the bottom of cars going through it. The people who manage this place definitely have a retarded brain. Darn retards.
Anyway, this post is getting insanely long. So I'll just leave the video below to do the talking.
Have a nice day living with retards.
To all university students out there, are all of you proud? Are all of you proud to say you're a university student? I'm sure you are. But the problem is, should you? Honestly, I AM proud to say I'm a university student. I accept the fact that not all can enter university and that I'm lucky and blessed that my father could afford my university expenses. However, after some observation for the past few days, I found out that actually there's nothing much to be proud of.
First of all, 1 question, what makes a university student? Is it just that if we can afford thus we are able to be a university student? Nope, it is mainly based on one's intellect that qualify one to be a university student. I guess everybody would agree with me on this. However, observations I did have proven me so effing wrong.
For the past few days, I paid extra attention to other drivers on the road, especially when I was in the university campus compound. And seriously, I don't know whether I should be shocked but I definitely see lots of retard drivers.
Who are they you ask? Well my friend, they are none other than some university students who drive. I did mention 'some' there. Here are 2 examples of retard drivers.
For your information, these cars are there because they are waiting for their friends to be done with the ATM machine. And yerps, it's in the university compound. As you were to notice, there's a gigantic yellow sign stating - No Parking, No Waiting and Clamping Zone. And yeah, it makes me wonder, what the heck are these cars doing there??? You're blardy blocking the traffic! Other drivers don't blardy go to the campus to go through driving obstacle course evading you retards!
Are you blardy blind? It says there No Parking, No Waiting!!!! Which part of your brain has a dysfunction that you can't blardy process the blardy words??
Not just drivers, pedestrians too have retards among them. Have you ever stopped your car in the middle of the road just to let pedestrian cross them using their own sweet time, swinging their hair, shaking their booty while doing so? Now, I've come out with 2 theories:
1. They have 9 lives or is Claire Bennet (from TV Series Heroes)
2. They aren't the only child in the family.
I guess ya'll would understand the 1st theory. So let me explain the 2nd. They aren't the only child in the family, because well, judging by the way they cross the road, they aren't scared of dying. Because their parents have spares, as in die one child, still got another child. So, they're sorta like the expendables.
Seriously come in people! You're a university student! Blardy act like one! If the sign says don't park, you don't blardy park just right by the sign. If the sign says don't stop, you blardy rev up your car to 9k rpm and accelerate off, and if you see a car coming, cross the blardy road a little faster so St. Peter do not need to waste his time on you retards! Walk blardy faster if you do not want to be a roadkill with your brain splashed all over the road and your intestines hanging by the car and your head rolling off like a bowling ball going on a berserk.
Got it, retards?
To my further dismay, it's not just students who are retards. Even Jabatan Bomba and Penyelamat Malaysia could be one. This was taken just this morning in the campus. There was a fire drill (which we didn't really bother) and I was in a lecture hall looking at the parking bay. Among hundreds of cars, this Toyota Hilux caught my eye. The fella who was driving tried to get his Hilux into the parking spot head first. Do my classmates and my amuse, he couldn't. He couldn't park properly even after a few attempts. So what did he do? He just left it retardedly parked and walked off. Proof:
Oh God. Mentality of the people here really going to the dogs. Gosh!
Ok now, out of campus and into the place where I stay. Westlake, Kampar. If there's one thing that will make this place famous, it's definitely the amount of speed humps. And this just game me an idea, I should just call up Guinness World Record!!! The amount of speed humps here are insane! It's not just the amount of it, this blardy speed humps are as high as Mount Everest! If you were to take notice to the speed humps, you'll definitely see gazillion scratch marks on it. It's like they're done in a way that is to relieve whatever itch is there at the bottom of cars going through it. The people who manage this place definitely have a retarded brain. Darn retards.
Anyway, this post is getting insanely long. So I'll just leave the video below to do the talking.
Have a nice day living with retards.
Saturday, July 30, 2011
Why we can never trust advertisements.
"Pictures shown are for illustration purposes only"...sounds familiar? It certainly does as it never fails to appear in every single advertisement you can lay your eyes on.
However, I'm still amazed at how people can still be pissed and/or angry and/or disappointed when they found out that the product they get doesn't really look like (or look as big) as the one they saw on advertisements. Then again, can't blame them though, no one likes to feel ripped-off.
Just the other day I went to McDonald's for lunch with my friends that this disappointed-when-product-bought-isn't-like-the-one-in-pic thing happened. One of my friends bought GCB (stands for Grilled Chicken Burger, or what my friends call Golden c*bai).
When she was about to indulge on her burger she exclaimed that the patty is smaller than the one advertised. The rest of us were like "ermm..DUH??" She said it's a rip off, and then again we were like "ermm..DUH??"
People, this isn't that surprising isn't it. We were being ripped-off for so long now shouldn't we like....get used to it? LOL
Another problem with McDonald here is that I think that the workers has dyspraxia. I ordered Spicy Chicken MxDeluxe (never really ordered anything else) and found out that it comes with a side dish!
Here it is. Spicy Chicken McDeluxe with Caesar salad. McDonald's, I'm definitely lovin' it. -.-
Every single time I get McDonald's burger, the first thing I need to do it to erm...."restructure" the whole burger again. I'll have to take the bun off then put the patty right back to the middle where it's supposed to be and then pick up all the lettuce at the side and put it back in the burger. Come on! Are we supposed to make our own burger at McDonald's?
And then again, if you were to "restructure" the burger, you'll find out that the patty is actually half the size of the bun:
Rip-off? Nope, this is advertising.
However, I'm still amazed at how people can still be pissed and/or angry and/or disappointed when they found out that the product they get doesn't really look like (or look as big) as the one they saw on advertisements. Then again, can't blame them though, no one likes to feel ripped-off.
Just the other day I went to McDonald's for lunch with my friends that this disappointed-when-product-bought-isn't-like-the-one-in-pic thing happened. One of my friends bought GCB (stands for Grilled Chicken Burger, or what my friends call Golden c*bai).
When she was about to indulge on her burger she exclaimed that the patty is smaller than the one advertised. The rest of us were like "ermm..DUH??" She said it's a rip off, and then again we were like "ermm..DUH??"
People, this isn't that surprising isn't it. We were being ripped-off for so long now shouldn't we like....get used to it? LOL
Another problem with McDonald here is that I think that the workers has dyspraxia. I ordered Spicy Chicken MxDeluxe (never really ordered anything else) and found out that it comes with a side dish!
Here it is. Spicy Chicken McDeluxe with Caesar salad. McDonald's, I'm definitely lovin' it. -.-
Every single time I get McDonald's burger, the first thing I need to do it to erm...."restructure" the whole burger again. I'll have to take the bun off then put the patty right back to the middle where it's supposed to be and then pick up all the lettuce at the side and put it back in the burger. Come on! Are we supposed to make our own burger at McDonald's?
And then again, if you were to "restructure" the burger, you'll find out that the patty is actually half the size of the bun:
Rip-off? Nope, this is advertising.
Tuesday, July 19, 2011
Sis
Just visited my sister's Facebook page just now and started reading all the posts her family, relatives and friends sent to her. Went all the way back to last year, when she passed away. Started to think, why the hell is life so unfair. My sister wasn't even 20 years old. Just less than 3 more weeks to her Birthday. Why did you have to take her away? She's so young. You know how precious is she to us?? Why did you have to take her away? Why did you have to take my sister?? God, please, I beg you, appear right in front of me. i would like to ask you these question. Why must it be my sister?
Life's isn't fair. It never was. Never will be. All i can do now is to pray for my sister, every single day. Hope that she's happy at the other side. That's all i can do. That's freaking all i can do.
i love you sis. there will always be 6 of us.
Life's isn't fair. It never was. Never will be. All i can do now is to pray for my sister, every single day. Hope that she's happy at the other side. That's all i can do. That's freaking all i can do.
i love you sis. there will always be 6 of us.
Sunday, June 26, 2011
Another boring post after another long hiatus
It's now 3am in the morning. Had been on an insane hiatus till now, terribly sorry for that. Just didn't have the mood to blog or I'm just plain lazy. I blog now because my cousin is using the bathroom and I can't brush my teeth thus not being able to sleep. So out of the desperate attempt to kill time, I blog.
I'm in my Year 3 study now and it ain't easy. All thanks to my Final Year Project. I have seriously no freaking idea on what I need to do and what the hell I am actually doing. I think I'll just skip this part before I get frustrated.
So....my cousin is still using the bathroom, I'll just continue typing till he's done. Oh I went for the World's Biggest Angry Birds Playground organized by Nokia. It's an attempt to achieve the World Record for having the most people playing Angry Birds in relay. God bless we did it and I was part of it (though it didn't really mean much LOL).
Visited 1Utama the next day to see the Chevrolet roadshow and my GOD the Camaro is bloody beautiful!
Together in the roadshow is this big-ass Optimus Prime.
Can't wait to see Prime in action in Transformers 3: Dark of the Moon. 2 more weeks to go!!! Until then, no promise that I'll appear in blogspot again, but keep your hopes high ^^
I'm in my Year 3 study now and it ain't easy. All thanks to my Final Year Project. I have seriously no freaking idea on what I need to do and what the hell I am actually doing. I think I'll just skip this part before I get frustrated.
So....my cousin is still using the bathroom, I'll just continue typing till he's done. Oh I went for the World's Biggest Angry Birds Playground organized by Nokia. It's an attempt to achieve the World Record for having the most people playing Angry Birds in relay. God bless we did it and I was part of it (though it didn't really mean much LOL).
Visited 1Utama the next day to see the Chevrolet roadshow and my GOD the Camaro is bloody beautiful!
Together in the roadshow is this big-ass Optimus Prime.
Can't wait to see Prime in action in Transformers 3: Dark of the Moon. 2 more weeks to go!!! Until then, no promise that I'll appear in blogspot again, but keep your hopes high ^^
Thursday, December 30, 2010
Nokia N8-00
Just not long ago, I managed to save enough money to get myself a nice piece of electronic marvel - Nokia N8-00. For this baby I've saved up to a year only did I managed to get it, and that is with my sister's financial assistance. I bought it the same week it was launched and it was RM1690 including a free cover.
At first, I was stuck between 2 choices, whether to get the then new Iphone 4 or Nokia N8-00. In the end I chose this because of the epic 12 megapixel Carl Zeiss. I took pictures very often thus justifying my choice.
The sales package includes:
Nokia N8 mobile computer (They freaking call this a mobile computer!!)
It also (of course) includes a Nokia Battery BL-4D. And since this phone is uni body, there's no way to take the battery out except dismantling it.
And this would be the rest of the package - from left: Nokia Stereo Headset WH-701, Nokia Adapter Cable for HDMI CA-156, Nokia Adapter Cable for USB OTG CA-157, Nokia Connectivity Cable CA-179 and also Nokia Quick start guide
Now here's the crowning jewel of the Nokia N8-00 - it's camera.
The camera features a 12 megapixel Carl Zeiss which packs a serious punch and trust me, if put to good hands, it can take brilliant pictures.
The power button is located at the top of the phone and beside it is the HDMI output slot. The sales package also comes with a HDMI cable which can be used to connect to LCD's or plasmas. I tried that just yesterday to view pictures and HD videos and I have to admit, it's pretty cool. xD
There's a hole at the bottom of the phone for the charger.
I bought this during a promotion period and it also contains a plastic cover which they claim costs RM9x.
It looks pretty nice on it. Nokia claims that this phone here has an anti-scratch body so this cover isn't really that necessary, but because this phone can be a little slippery so it is better to put it on for a better grip.
I have used this phone for more than 2 months now and I think this phone is pretty awesome, minus some minor glitches which the attendant at the Nokia Service Centre said was the first case they heard..hmm..0.o
The price for this phone has dropped now I think and to those who wants a phone with an awesome camera, this is it.
At first, I was stuck between 2 choices, whether to get the then new Iphone 4 or Nokia N8-00. In the end I chose this because of the epic 12 megapixel Carl Zeiss. I took pictures very often thus justifying my choice.
The sales package includes:
Nokia N8 mobile computer (They freaking call this a mobile computer!!)
It also (of course) includes a Nokia Battery BL-4D. And since this phone is uni body, there's no way to take the battery out except dismantling it.
And this would be the rest of the package - from left: Nokia Stereo Headset WH-701, Nokia Adapter Cable for HDMI CA-156, Nokia Adapter Cable for USB OTG CA-157, Nokia Connectivity Cable CA-179 and also Nokia Quick start guide
Now here's the crowning jewel of the Nokia N8-00 - it's camera.
The camera features a 12 megapixel Carl Zeiss which packs a serious punch and trust me, if put to good hands, it can take brilliant pictures.
The power button is located at the top of the phone and beside it is the HDMI output slot. The sales package also comes with a HDMI cable which can be used to connect to LCD's or plasmas. I tried that just yesterday to view pictures and HD videos and I have to admit, it's pretty cool. xD
There's a hole at the bottom of the phone for the charger.
I bought this during a promotion period and it also contains a plastic cover which they claim costs RM9x.
It looks pretty nice on it. Nokia claims that this phone here has an anti-scratch body so this cover isn't really that necessary, but because this phone can be a little slippery so it is better to put it on for a better grip.
I have used this phone for more than 2 months now and I think this phone is pretty awesome, minus some minor glitches which the attendant at the Nokia Service Centre said was the first case they heard..hmm..0.o
The price for this phone has dropped now I think and to those who wants a phone with an awesome camera, this is it.
Wednesday, December 29, 2010
Trip to Cameron with friends...
For your information, one of my favourite place in Malaysia has to be Cameron Highlands. Seriously, the weather and the scenery is to die for and the food....damn, it's magnificent! Plus, it is the perfect heaven for hanging out with friends.
Here are some pics I've taken during this trip:
Bharat tea plantation
Strawberry pancake with ice-cream
Strawberry pancake
Rum-raisin and Stout ice-cream
Chocolate Fondue
Sg. Palas BOH Tea Bush walk
My favourite meal ever! - Tuna sandwich, scone and English Tea in Boh Tea Terrace
At the highest point of Gunung Brinchang. The highest peak in Cameron
Pahang and Perak borderline.
On the way down from Cameron
This is the one place where I think I wouldn't get bored living. The cold weather alone would be enough for me to move there...Will definitely be there again.
Here are some pics I've taken during this trip:
Bharat tea plantation
Strawberry pancake with ice-cream
Strawberry pancake
Rum-raisin and Stout ice-cream
Chocolate Fondue
Sg. Palas BOH Tea Bush walk
My favourite meal ever! - Tuna sandwich, scone and English Tea in Boh Tea Terrace
At the highest point of Gunung Brinchang. The highest peak in Cameron
Pahang and Perak borderline.
On the way down from Cameron
This is the one place where I think I wouldn't get bored living. The cold weather alone would be enough for me to move there...Will definitely be there again.
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